harold5187

Description : This song belongs to Metabolic, as with my others, this too is a work in progress.

Description : This song belongs to Metabolic

Description : This WIP belongs to Metabolic

Description : This WIP belongs to my Metabolic title.

Description : My first set of songs were for Protege, then came Metabolic, then finally Downward Bound. This song goes to Downward Bound

Description : Hands keep grabbing, wanting more and more, you dig deep, and give all you have left, and then you become dead inside!

Description : This sound seems to say, that no matter how many times the same bad things happen to you, it hurts just as bad each time, and you never grow used to the pains of life, you want to cry but no more tears can fall, until after enough pain you open your mouth and something finally comes out, when there's noone around to hear!

Description : I took the few vocals out, that I originally had in this song, because I was editing it, and wanted to redo the vocals, this represents another song that is unfinished, and deeply set in the spirit of Depeche Mode, and its called Nothing, a song I wrote basically for GOD after loosing everything Oct of 2006. The words are, "Nothing... Nothing left inside... You play your games while I die!", my main message to God. I put a lot of work into this one, and it represents one of my best efforts to sound like crap, but still find enjoyment in what I do at the same time, I guess I am my biggest fan, arn't we all?

Description : I wrote this song in 2006, and it represents a work in progress, which I may or may not ever finish, but I wrote it for the wife I never had, but always dreamed of having. The worst thing in life, is living your life, never having loved a single woman, nor to be loved by a woman! My songs are dark, and in the spirit of Depeche Mode, because its this dark essence that fills my soul, as it has most of my life, as though I were living in a deep depression that never goes away, and I reflect that spirit within my songs as best I am able!

Description : This is another song I had written after the fall of my life around Oct 2006, one of several, but this is the first out of the bunch, and was written for the OWNER of the apartment who had the power to save me, but threw my life away, after nearly 4 years service, to protect her drug scanadal she had going on at the apartments. Bad guys won, I lost my life AGAIN. As of now, I still havn't recovered yet, moved to Alaska for 3 months, moved where I was more so devastated, moved back, and as of today, I'm still trying to get my life back! Thats what life is folks, not a straight path, but a series of ups and down, until one day you find there are no more ups!

Description : One of the songs I've written in 2006 after loosing almost everything I had including my home... I wrote this for the manager of the apartment complex who was mainly responsible for what had happened to me! Its called Deceived! Hope you enjoy.

Description : Short vocal set in the spirit of Depeche Mode. This peice is about all those people who bury you before you are even dead, they stand over your grave crying their fake tears that they may be seen by all. They carry with them their late promises of how they could have helped you, or would have, but its a little to late when your dead!

It was created to be an intro to an unfinished peice!