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9th May 2023 04:42 - 1 year ago
Description : My Mother is dying. days to a week to live. I wanted a tribute song.

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If you have time take a listen and give crucethus some feedback.

crowlin33
crowlin33 13th Sep 2023 04:17 - 1 year ago
great project
BaoBou
BaoBou 23rd Aug 2023 18:36 - 1 year ago
Dude, every part of that story is extremely sad. Hope you and dad are doing ok - just know you made a beautiful track to honor your mom. Big hug and see you soon here.
RICANPONE
RICANPONE 22nd Jul 2023 04:33 - 1 year ago
Love this, perfect for a intro of a dramatic movie title or even intro scene to a cool scary movie for families...
lundbf
lundbf 12th May 2023 16:22 - 1 year ago
Thank you! Beautiful and haunting. Peace and solace to you in your time of loss.
lundbf
lundbf 12th May 2023 16:19 - 1 year ago
Thank you! Beautiful and haunting. Peace and solace to you in your time of loss.
Zootman
Zootman 12th May 2023 12:19 - 1 year ago
It's a beautiful thing brother. I hope your mother passes in peace and you too can find peace in her passing. All the best mate.
BeatzEazy0521
BeatzEazy0521 12th May 2023 05:50 - 1 year ago
A bit heavy on them turn
Signals
Im crushed
Fortunately for us mine would use the remaining people in my life to hold on to the most valuable resource I have left which is accepting the love that I've refused to hold on along with the strife that she may have caused during all my years. Seemlessy way ahead of all other saints...
Happy belated days all mothers and related.
Much love
P.s its up to your hour to maintain her image and capture her most peak performance so that the next life we might play along side her weather can map it out or knot -EazyBeatz
:)
xstokes
xstokes 11th May 2023 09:41 - 1 year ago
Hey Steven, thanks for sharing this music, mate. It’s a lovely, stirring piece and reading along this page while listening brings lots of feelings that are never really far below the surface.
Sharing in the midst of such an intensely personal and transformative experience is a healthy reflex, and you and your family are in the thoughts of many.
Stay true to the beauty that remains, my friend.
Angelus777
Angelus777 10th May 2023 22:38 - 1 year ago
Hi Steven,

I'm so sorry to hear about your dear mother. My Thoughts are with you and your family. This is such a beautiful! & heartfelt track & every note is filled with deepest emotions and so much love for your mother. This is so touching and wonderfully composed. Though it's the toughest thing to face, Be of good courage. hugs.
crucethus
crucethus replied 11th May 2023 - 1 year ago
Thank you, I haven't been back to my childhood home since 2016. I was able to speak to her on the phone over the last few days and I will be there by tomorrow afternoon. My Sister has been holding down the fort with my Father who is 86, my Mom is 84.
BeatMaker4real
BeatMaker4real 10th May 2023 16:22 - 1 year ago
Really sorry to hear that Cru, music has a way of helping us cope thru all kinds of tribulations , this track has a lot of heart felt emotions that I can really feel.
crucethus
crucethus replied 11th May 2023 - 1 year ago
Thank you, there are a few samples from My Friend out in Centre-west Canada. Tumbleweed. As great of a guitarist as he is, he makes the best emotional Pads and Filtered string loops.
kkrolak9
kkrolak9 10th May 2023 12:54 - 1 year ago
take care
crucethus
crucethus replied 11th May 2023 - 1 year ago
Thank You
Jynxz
Jynxz 10th May 2023 02:31 - 1 year ago
Wow Cru,

My heart goes out to you and your
family.
I hope making this track helped you.
Music has a way with soothing sad and
stressful situations.

PEACE...
crucethus
crucethus replied 11th May 2023 - 1 year ago
Music is the balm of our souls!
dimestop
dimestop 9th May 2023 23:03 - 1 year ago
Sad news Steven, there will be pain and a dimming of light, i feel you bro, a beautiful tribute to your mother, like Ian says its poignant, its tender, its warm but its got a charming edge, my thoughts are with you and your family mate
crucethus
crucethus replied 11th May 2023 - 1 year ago
Thank you my Friend!
pseudoble
pseudoble 9th May 2023 12:40 - 1 year ago
grief is tough (that should read)
pseudoble
pseudoble 9th May 2023 12:38 - 1 year ago
beautiful work mate - appropriately poignant and building tenderly and gently triumphant. Ive had a few funerals recently and in each case there's been a slow sad slipping of vitality from the person who has left us and a lot of anticipatory grief equally though its a privilege to see how much courage and love people are capable of - but of course it's tough, grief it tough - all good things to you and your mum and family
crucethus
crucethus replied 11th May 2023 - 1 year ago
Grief is tough, She was at an Assisted living facility when another dementia patient pushed her, and the back of her head hit the inside of a door frame causing a massive hematoma. If it were you or I we would probably not survive such a fall. The Alzheimers sort of protected her, but she can't really eat food anymore, and the surgery to insert a feeding tube would kill her at this point. She is resting comfortably and was transferred to a hospice today. I am en route from Canada to New York and will arrive tomorrow. It is a matter of days.
phantomproduction
phantomproduction 9th May 2023 09:41 - 1 year ago
really sorry for you my friend, the track is up to your sorrow! nice tribute dude!
Michael
crucethus
crucethus replied 11th May 2023 - 1 year ago
Thank you, Dementia and Alzheimers is a difficult end.
bauermc
bauermc 9th May 2023 09:32 - 1 year ago
great project
crucethus
crucethus replied 11th May 2023 - 1 year ago
Thank You!

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